There is so many things I don't know about the future. There are so many possibilities. I even get personally involved in Elsie's issue.
I even granted her prayer.
My concern is if I am over committing myself to everybody by having Unsurpassed Feeling of Certainty. I am still a magician. I am still Oz the Great and Powerful.
Times like this I turn to you Sarah. When I am doubtful, you are my beacon of hope.
If I wear my Critical Thinking Hat, then I say I going against the odds. All this while I just flow with the Big I. That's how I did it all this while. That's how I defeated Iblis and that's how I created Sparta 4964 until it became the Adjoining Croissant.
Part of me still fear that I am just a crazy guy with some serious disillusionment.
On the other hand I like my life as it is. Why rock the boat. I am in cruising mode right now. How is it possible that I give my word to others without knowing what is the real situation on the ground?
I am taking this believing is seeing to the brink. I am one crazy nutcase committing to TraXX RM4 million each. Holy cow!
Then again as Master Jedi said, "Are you crazy? Only you know you."
Well the other way around it is hoping Global Telepathy a failure. Then everything is nothing more than a bad dream.
Oh gosh... Why I am having this kind of thoughts? I should move with Unsurpassed Feeling of Certainty.
Maybe because I am not the guy calling the shots here. I am just the guy with the vision. Other than that I don't have anything.
Since I am a Nothing I should fall back to nothing. Well Moses had nothing. And yet he still persisted.
Well, don't give a fuck and don't fuck up.
The Global Telepathy is already happening. At least for me. I just dealt with it. So it is real.
OK then, maybe I should have faith in Sarah and Legion X. If it is working for TraXX, it should be working for the whole world.
I wonder what great leaders think in their solitude. Are they also experiencing cognitive dissonance?
The only way around this it to TRUST the SDWTs. Definitely I have to trust you Sarah. TraXX trusted me. Therefore I got to trust my judgement.
Otherwise nothing works. It is about BELIEVING.
Righto...
I need to take a break. What I'll do is I let the whole thing go through the gestation period.
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