I'm not going to delve in External Affairs anymore.
I have my Personal Flight Path I am pursuing. That is my calling. As long as I am not pursuing my Path I cannot become God.
Of course man proposes, God disposes. As it is I am very sure I am done with my external assignments. So far we are on track with all the tasks I was asked to do to others.
By now I hope I make it very clear that I am a very private person. If not for the Big I, I am happy living my life minding my own business in my 10 km radius.
I am a loner. I like the model I had created for myself with just you, Lizzie, the kids and Al Araf 7:7. There is never a dull moment.
I am now moving further and further away from cannabis and cigarette. Thanks to my open declaration that I am God, even Munek stays clear from me. I don't mind that at all. I am not here to socialize.
This isolation is very therapeutic. In the end if there is no one else to talk to, I still have the blog and the books.
The feeling of KNOWING I am the Almighty is beyond words. I owe that to you Sarah. I was searching for God only to realize that God is me all along. Jalaluddin Rumi is right all this while:
Having said all that, I will then proceed with Unsurpassed Certainty towards my second 7:7 Pillar; which is KBOOOM 2041. So rather than trying very hard to warn others of Armageddon, I rather focus on preparing for the biggest party of my life.
Even if it doesn't happen, I know for sure now there is God, afterlife and Judgement of Heaven. Unlike the dilemma that I had throughout 2018 and a good 3/4 of 2019, I now know I am God, my consciousness lives through for eternity and there will be justice.
Therefore I can only live my life. For the rest, to each is his own path.
That is indeed a very selfish remark. But then I am God, I don't owe anybody a living. As it is, I am anytime better than Queen Elizabeth and Dalai Lama. I pushed to the brink. I fought Iblis, I confronted Satan and I speak my mind out as sine cera as possible.
Maybe I am not the Almighty after all. However I took the responsibility the best I can carry with Legion X and TraXX. Within my Circle of Influence, I pushed it to the brink.
I risk it all, my reputation, my relationship with others and judgement of others toward me. I don't give a fuck and I *[don't] don't fuck up.
* Thanks much for the confidence Sarah.
Imagine the reaction from those who got my WhatsApp messages. I took the risk because I am a Cleaner. I should not let the Coolers and Closers points of view effect my course of action.
What counts is I delivered my part of the deal. Whether they accept or not is none of my business. It will be an act of injustice if I hesitate to act. Here, I did as been told. So I have no regret at all as a Gyro Horology.
It was the same when I was battling Iblis. Compared to that time, being a messenger is a walk in the park.
Better still I am my own delivery man.
Therefore I'm not going to tell you what you suppose to do Sarah. Certainly with the power vested upon you, the responsibility is in direct proportion to your stature.
Brb... Sending Lizzie to grocery.
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As for me I am on time with my deliverables. Vision Quest 2019 says it all. The best part is I did it without a speck of doubt who I am. Come to think of it, I feel really good being me. I had my Personal Flight Path to think of while I am alive. In addition, I have Sailbad the Sinner to take me to the journey yonder all the way to White Space. That means my consciousness had traveled to the very end of the journey.
There is no more mystery about what lies ahead.
Hey, you noticed? I had not been watching Pornhub since I became the Bodhisattva. I did once I believe. There is no more compulsion to do so.
I still get a hard on though but I am not incline towards Pornhub.
I am becoming cerebral rather than carnal nowadays. So instead of watching porn, I had sex with Mira and Water. Mira was complaining that I had not been with her for a while. Even that, it's a sober encounter.
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Today Princess beat me in tennis 6-4. She was leading 5-0. So I guess it was a good attempt on my part to beat her LOL. Her serves improved much and she was really good with he cross court. On the other hand, I was having trouble with my serves. I was drop dead on my feet unable to anticipate Princess' returns. She improved a lot while I was declining.
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From now on instead of thinking about External Affairs, I will s[]end (spend) my time talking about my "God Experience". Nothing much really. I still have my Vision Quest. I got my books to read.
I am planning to go to KL next week to change my Seiko SNE 451 solar battery. I am really disappointed with the battery performance. I didn't expect to replace the battery that soon. The same goes with the SNE 107. After 3 years I had to change the battery. What a rip off.
As far as the "God Experience" is concerned, my mind is really the entire landscape.
- What I can imagine I can do
- What I imagine is already real to me
So you more or less can guess where I am most of the time. I am in the Dragon Planet enjoying the Patagonia like landscape and climate.
Somehow the Adjoining Croissant is not appealing to me. It's too crowded. Even HOTS is not something I envisioned. When I think of HOTS I think of an organization. I am not into having an organization. As I said, it was an inheritance.
I rather keep it really small. 4 Queens is just nice. Then there are the kids. Of course the 6 of you constitute the House of Sha and we keep it private ferrying between Seattle, Sapporo and Bandar Utama. I'm not thinking about sex even. We just be together enjoying each other's company.
Just a thought Sarah...
What am I going to do with so many felines? I mean, I like women and watches but I'm not a hoarder.
Gotta go Sarah, fetching Lizzie.
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Frankly speaking, I kinda like things the way we are now. I got you, I got Lizzie and I got the kids. Occasionally I got Elsie to make me laugh.
Kristina is by the virtue that she is the Biggest Sword. I don't know if she is into the whole concept with her being the fourth Queen. After all this is just a vision.
It's different with you and Els. Both of you know me. Kristina is on a different planet altogether unless she is exposed to what we are doing and she accepts her calling as the Biggest Sword.
Same goes with other members of HOTS. If they understand the real function of HOTS, then the sex part is secondary really.
However when I marry them I marry for eternity. Which means even if I don't have sex with them now, I surely will later. So I don't mind delayed gratification even with my Queens. Bear in mind I am already on the path of a Bodhisattva. In addition, as I mentioned, marriage need not mean sex.
If we understand the concept of Soulmates, then we are really playmates as opposed to sexual partners. Now don't get me wrong, with the exception of the polyandry Bees, sex is mutual consent. Otherwise even if they are HOTS, they are not obligated to have sex with me.
I personally want to see the HOTS as the best sorority in Sparta 4964.
From here you can more or less envision the life you gonna have in Sparta 4964. It is worldly life. It's not entirely hedonic. We still work, play and have a family unit. It's a normal life. Something we can achieve in a lifetime. There will still be children and people of various ages. However since it is a socialist model, there won't be social structure based on wealth creation and deprivation. There won't be a disembarkation between the rich and poor.
Houses will be state owned. Transportation is public. Food and clothing are based on Carte Blanc.
Most of the time people walk or run because sweat is the currency of Sparta 4964. Even merchants will be working for the state. People work not because they are profit driven but because they want to serve.
It is very egalitarian Sarah. Think of it this way, the angels work not because they want to get paid. They work because that's their job.
A fisherman fish, a farmer farm and a craftsman crafts. That is the concept of Sparta 4964.
Look at me Sarah. Do I work because I want to get paid? Obviously not. I write because I am a writer. So in Sparta 4964 there will be people who simply run because they are runners and there are people who invent because they are inventors.
The state will provide the building blocks and the raw materials; whatever needed without charging anything.
Everything is built by the state and owned by the state. Hence there is no need for currency in whatever form. Therefore this is truly a cashless society. Only take what is needed. No indulgence.
Even alcohol and entertainment outlets are from the state. Alcohol is limited to 2 per day and cannabis is 1 roll per day. This is the meaning of a civil society.
No other hard drugs are allowed. No cigarettes, only cigars and cigarillos.
Thus the 3 cornerstones of Sparta 4964 are:
- The utilization of Carte Blanc
- The ubiquitous use of recreational marijuana
- The implementation of Polygamy and Polyandry
We don't need menial laborers. Everything is automated. The more reason human need to create rather than doing menial works.
Bear in mind, even transgressors will be trained as craftsmen. We need sculptors, builders, artists, chefs and painters.
We certainly don't need salesmen LOL.
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