Certainly each of us has a purpose assigned to us. The answer is within. Bill Ver 3.0 found his purpose in improving sanitary system in developing countries. Even if you pay me a million buck, I will not be concerned to take up the job. It's not my calling.
Same goes wi[ll] (with) Bill. He will not be able to stomach being the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier fighting Iblis for 15 years. Sarah, you had taken the challenge to save the Stone Worshipers. You are the Goddess of Love. That is your calling.
For me, there is no love lost even if 1 billion go to hell. I had jazam (committed), basrah (surrender my will) and I had tawakkal (keep my finger crossed). There is nothing more for me to do here. My job is done.
Where mine ends, yours and Elsie's begin. You international, Elsie national.
From here on it is your game. You both have the resources and the platforms to carry on. While you concentrate on the Flight Path, I will be concentrating on my own Personal Flight Path.
This is the true meaning of yuan fen. We complement one another.
It will be pointless that I have TWO Gold Rams and yet they are both not living to their fullest potentials. Just like I had fully pushed Princess and Mopey to be their best, I expect you and Elsie to perform to your optimum level.
While the 1999 - 2014 Cyborg War was my initiative, The War of the Roses is not my war. You and Elsie had been chosen to take up the responsibility. Both of you are my Aces in the Hole. Both of you have the big hearts and the passion to take up this challenge.
As for me, I am fast becoming an Old Coot. I can only ramble. Alone there is so much I can do. Therefore I am leveraging on both of you to see this through. However don't be too hard on yourself. Man proposes, God disposes. Just put your best foot forward. What you can control you do your best, what you cannot control you let go. What you can control is your effort, what you cannot control is the result. That is not up to you.
When I say you do your very best, I expect you to take it to the brink. You must push until you cannot push it any further. Until you hit the "wall" like running a marathon.
Notice how I did it when I was trying to save Vader 7:7's skin. You need to exhaust all avenues before you say, "God, do not burden me with a task I cannot bear."
I love you both with all of my heart.
Hahaha this song is on air:
#traxxfm Hahaha, since you play Secrets by Mary Lambert I share with you my latest blog. I thought of making it private. The song changes my perspective. closingtheyear2019.blogspot.com/2019/12/151219
I guess I don't have secrets then...
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#traxxfm Honey, baby, the Love of My Life, this is what I wrote while listening to Rex Montis
He changed my perspective with Secrets by Mary Lambert closingtheyear2019.blogspot.com/2019/12/161219
#traxxfm Do catch up with this blog visionquest2019.blogspot.com Read it from beginning to end like an eBook. Very short. Only 52 postings. This is me wrapping up External Affairs for 2019 and for good I suppose.
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