Then came this lady, she introduced herself as Sin and she started walking with me. I had to attend to her. She was a nice person but I wish I don't have to talk cock sing song with her. What can I say. I end up listening to her hiking adventures.
I need to change my strategy. Tomorrow I just run on my own. Let see if I can run for one hour none stop.
I dreamed I was married to Els. It was a good dream but in the dream she is still a Chubby Chubb. That worries me. Actually I kinda like her being round and everything but I don't have any sexual appetite on her at all. She is like a cute pet.
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The run sure makes me feel like a million buck. The feeling is euphoric. I feel very light and my mind is crystal clear.
So today I make a point to just listen to TraXX without interacting with them.
I think I'll watch a movie this morning. I been wanting to watch Toy Story 4.
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I end up watching MIB International.
Well, I'm off for lunch Sarah.
When I come back let's talk about being ordinary.
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Right, I like being ordinary. I drive ordinary car, I wear ordinary clothes, I eat ordinary food and I lead an ordinary life. It's a life of bliss. I don't have to suck up to anybody. I don't need to impress anybody. By being ordinary I can be who I am. The [] (best) part of being ordinary is I can roam the earth without any care. In this case I am better off than Queen Elizabeth.
This is the life I choose and I like it very much. What does that tell you about me Sarah? I am an ordinary guy. So as an ordinary guy, I just mind my own business.
I know who I am, I know my purpose and I know where I am going. That means, without having to worry about the earthly problems, I just focus on things that matters to me and set myself on an auto cruise.
That is the summary of my life. I don't have to subscribe to the thinking of the masses. I am a self-contained organism. As long as I stay in my 10 km radius, I am set for life.
Just now I sent Lizzie to a mall slightly outside my perimeter. Already I hated the traffic. I nearly got lost coming back. Luckily I have the GPS.
Don't expect me to travel abroad. I had seen what need to be seen. Nothing fascinates me. Here in the comfort of my 10 km radius (my 12 meters square to be specific), everything is fine and dandy. Nothing to chase nothing to pursue. I just focus on my daily routine.
I don'r need to look for company. I already got you. Since I know what I want, I can omit things I don't want. So many things I don't need. Even if I need it, I just spend on what is necessary. Occasionally I indulge myself.
So today I just look at some watches. I just indulge in viewing them. That is my delight. I'm happy looking as watches I don't need to buy.
What I do is I compare those watches with the ones I have. That makes me appreciate my watches even more.
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You probably thinking; what a loser...
Well, I probably am in the eyes of the masses. That i[s] (if) you use the standard yardstick. However, if you use the happiness index, then I am one happy camper honey.
For example right now I am wearing 4 watches. That is quadrupling the pleasure in my book. How much does that cost? Slightly over RM1 k. That is what I paid for to attain maximum happiness right no[t]. Of course it is uncommon. A normal person wears 1 watch. I wear 4.
By the standard set by the society, I am crazy. But I am not going by their rules. By my standard, that is ultimate bliss.
I achieve all that by being ordinary (as if non intrusive). Does that make me less special? Certainly not. I am still a very special person because I live by my own rules and by my standard.
That resonates the philosophy of don't give a fuck and don't fuck up.
That in most cases means you are being eccentric. In this case I just want to be happy. Since my idea of happiness is wearing my watches, I might as well wear as many as I can.
Nothing in this world can beat watches. You cannot wear 4 shirts at a go. You cannot wear 4 perfumes all at once, You cannot drive 4 cars simultaneously. However you CAN wear 4 watches and becomes 4 times happier.
Come to think of it, I don't think I can fuck 4 women and be equally happy as I am wearing 4 watches.
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Where I'm getting at here?
Well Sarah, the point I'm trying to make here is I don't need anything more than this to be at the pinnacle of my happiness.
I am all set honey. I got my Tetrahedron, Al Araf 7:7, my 12 meters square and my 10 km radius. That constitutes my White Space. The icing on the cake are the 4 watches (not even 8). If I add the other 4, I am already walking on air.
So TraXX, Legion X, and HOTS are just something nice but not really my priority. If my intention is to pursue health and happiness, then I am doing it on my own accord. I don't rely on forces beyond my control to make me healthy and happy.
What's the lesson here Sarah? To be healthy and happy all I need is to live within my means and to live in gratitude.
So who is crazy really? Me or those casing after material wealth? In my case I already got what I wanted. I don't need to sell my soul to be where I want to be materialistically.
Brb... House chores.
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Baby, once you appreciate the life's simple pleasures, you don't need to worry much about what's happening around you. You will be living in the Eye of the Tornado. Things are calm where you are at but around you everything is spinning at the apex.
In the words of Kikuo Ibe, Father of G-Shock: NEVER GIVE UP!
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You said yourself that I am God. Because of that I am now pretty confident I am God. Not only that, I am convinced that all matters are intelligent and they are gods.
Having said that, I had completed my duties as God Almighty. I also had abdicated Sparta 4964 to Jibrail.
All I do now is to pursue my personal goals. That's because I am still responsible for the health and happiness of my Universe Within.
Beyond that is no longer my concern. I just want to pursue Virtual Perfection.
Hence I don't expect anything from anybody except what I demand for myself.
I have 2 missions; Defeating Iblis 2014 and KBOOOM 2041. The 7:7 which is 27 years apart. It cannot be more obvious than that Sarah.
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Since I am visioneering my own Personal Flight Path, I can actually add or subtract things that I need to attend to. In this case I choose to keep on subtracting until I have just me in the middle.
So when I *[I] did that and look at what I really need, I realized I already got all for me to be grateful of. I am Forever (4) Yin (9) & Yang (6) Forever (4). Nothing more nothing less. Or as mentioned by the Buddha, not too tight and not too loose.
All that is about being at the Point of Paradox. So what is the greatest paradox of all?
The notion that I am God Almighty and I am a Man Fully Functioning. There is no indulgence, to be a god is a man fully functioning. Which means anybody can be god. That also means some of us are already gods.
#traxxfm As I said yesterday I was looking for a Romantic Christmas French song. Well I came across this song. It's not a Christmas song but it's surely romantic. Enjoy it honey:
#traxxfm I hope I had covered all bases as far as External Affairs is concern. I am not interested to rule anybody except myself. Even that, if I can abdicate Universe Within to somebody, I'll do it. I want to be free from being free. A Nothing.
#traxxfm Where I'm going I don't need to carry any baggage. I am a Light Traveler. The lightest possible config is the mind without the body. However for ACTA NON VERBA I need the body to act as the catalyst for Mensana in *Corpor[a] Sano.
#traxxfm Therefore I personally think that the smallest config I can go for is as one universe. Although I can leave the body behind, mind without body is cerebral and no longer carnal.
#traxxfm Don't mind my rambling Elsie. I was going through the simplification process of the notion that a God is a Man Fully Functioning. We are all gods honey. So Nothing is Everything and Everything is Nothing. You understand the paradox?
#traxxfm So when I *[I] did that and look at what I really need, I realized I already got all for me to be grateful of. I am Forever (4) Yin (9) & Yang (6) Forever (4). Nothing more nothing less. The Buddha said, not too tight & not too loose.
#traxxfm So what is the greatest paradox of all? The notion that I am God Almighty and I am a Man Fully Functioning. There is no indulgence, to be a god is a man fully functioning. Which means anybody can be god. Also, some of us are already gods.
#traxxfm I am all set honey. I got my Tetrahedron, Al Araf 7:7, my 12 meters square and my 10 km radius. That constitutes my White Space. The icing on the cake are the 4 watches (not even 8). If I add the other 4, I am already walking on air.
#traxxfm So TraXX, Legion X, and HOTS are just something nice but not really my priority. If my intention is to pursue health and happiness, then I am doing it on my own accord. I don't rely on forces beyond my control to make me healthy and happy.
#traxxfm Baby, once you appreciate the life's simple pleasures, you don't need to worry much about what's happening around you. You will be living in the Eye of the Tornado. Things are calm where you are at but around you everything is spinning.
I think I just go easy on the Tweets. I don't know whether she appreciates what I'm doing here.
Sarah baby, I don't think I can cut off Elsie. Somehow we are fused together through the songs she plays.
#traxxfm My plan is for me to eventually be an Autonomous Governance. I am not really Mr Pally Wally baby. I had my Defeating Iblis 2014 and then I have KBOOOM 2041. That is my 7:7 which is 27 years apart. Anything in between are equally shared.
#traxxfm The Flight Path is aligned to my Personal Fight Path. Which means I will concentrate on mine while Sarah is international and you are local. That the deal baby. 2024 is the make or break for the Chimpanzees and Donkeys. Up to the Monkeys.
OK the message is very clear. Now I can come and go as I like. I am not obligated to stay with them.
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