No more issue of me being God. I know who I am and I know where I am going. Therefore I just go with the flow.
My focus now is none other than to live to my fullest potential as a human being. If I can do that, then my future is set.
It doesn't matter what I think. I only think of myself. Therefore I am of no value to the rest of humanity,
What I only care is myself. I don't care for others and I don't care what they think of me.
All I want to do is be thin and fast.
In the mean time I live in isolation. That way I can avoid any external influence on my life.
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No more magic. No more thoughts on the unknown. I am now pretty levelheaded about the whole thing. It's nothing more than dopamine surge.
I can't say there is no God though. I can't be for sure. What I am sure though is I create my own reality. If I believe in it, then it is real for me.
At this point I don't want to believe in anything because I am as sober as hell. I come to a point that I have nothing to believe in except what I observe with my 5 senses. Beyond that I am a nobody. I am nothing.
I am as good as I am alive. Beyond death, I may or may not exist. Therefore death is the final arbiter. What I can do for the mean time is to make my life pleasurable and to postpone death as long as possible.
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Life without Nicorette is surely a drag. However I must persist. I must fight the withdrawal symptom and march along. This is the real test. Not whether I am God or not. That is irrelevant if I cannot live to my fullest.
And yet if I pursue Man Fully Functioning, naturally I am the God to my own Universe Within.
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