Good life is the best revenge. What is a good life then?
- Weighing 57 kg
- Able to run 10 km/hour
- Able to wear old pants again
- Able to say no to cannabis and cigarettes
- Sleep well every night
- Enjoying life's simple pleasures
[] (If) I can achieve all these without having to spend much money, I am a success.
I don't need to make it any complex. As it is I am already living in the Eye of the Tornado. So I will cruise in my 10 km radius.
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I had been thinking Sarah. If I do away with the notion that I am God, I can then focus my thoughts on just being a Man Fully Functioning. I then reduce my existence one notch down. Finally I just be a person with sound mind and a sound body. That's all to it really.
Without sound [] (mind) and sound body there is no true victory. Therefore I realized that in order to have sound mind, I need to go to the very basic of my existence; which is to be a man. As a man I only need to focus on having sound body. That's because in order for me to have a sound mind I need a sound body.
I can be the most prolific thinker of my time. However if I am not physically fit, I cannot have a sound mind.
Hence I need to start by focusing on my diet and exercise. I need to be thin. Forget about everything else. Focus on losing 30 kg before Ramadan.
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#traxxfm Jolly good show today. My take on the flying cars is think of the nightmare with the air traffic controllers.
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When I looked back on the notion that I was God, then I realized how crazy I was with just a little bit of nicotine. Imagine when I was on 2 packs a day or while I was smoking dope. I literary went crazy.
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You know what is my latest craving Sarah? It's the 10 for RM2 cucur kodok pisang (fried banana balls).
I got to refrain myself. Those things are pretty delicious but a little sweet. They should not add sugar because the banana is already sweet.
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OK, back to my thoughts on God. I think I want to disassemble all my notions on God and focus on becoming a Man Fully Functioning. There is a big gap there between being a God and a Man Fully Functioning.
To be honest with you, I don't know what being God means. I however know that a Man Fully Functioning is a person with sound mind and sound body.
As I said, God is a concept. It may not be real. How is it possible that such a powerful entity choose to remain invisible? It doesn't make sense considering that this "God" is responsible for everything that happens around us.
I am willing to scale down my expectation on God with my withdrawal from nicotine. I am willing to say that there is the Force and the Path but no separate entity that we call God.
That makes us all the subset of God but there is no single entity that we can associate as the Almighty.
You know what Sarah? Fuck the idea of God and I'll have my Fried Banana Balls instead.
Brb...
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