My challenge is to make sure my next 20 years will be smooth sailing.
Therefore in this next couple of days I have to make some firm decisions:
- I am going to forgo the idea of God and adopt the concept of Man Fully Functioning for myself. This wa[s] (way) I'll be the best I can possibly be as a human being.
- I will DEFINITELY stay clear from cigarettes and cannabis. This is what 2019 is all about. Avoid taking poisons and avoid making stupid mistakes.
- I will quit Nicorette for good mainly because it COSTS ME MONEY to continue to chew Nicorette. Furthermore nicotine increases dopamine by 200%. resulting in my judgement getting effected.
- Beginning next year I need to cut carbs by eating OMAD LCHF. I need to lose 30 kg. This is the only sensible thing that I had set for myself that I still cannot achieve for the past 7 years. Well 2020 I will achieve it.
- I want to continue living in isolation. This way I can stay on track with my Personal Flight Path.
- I will not give a fuck about External Affairs anymore.
That sums up my outlook for 2020.
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Sarah, I know I am repeating myself. However I am shaping my own future as we talk about the plans to move forward.
One of the biggest challenges now is to continue not taking Nicorette. I need to stop the dependency on nicotine in whatever form.
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For the past few days my life was very bland. Certainly nicotine effects my judgement with regards to the idea of God.
It effects everything. It also effects my relationship you and Els.
Imagine Sarah, for the past 40 years, my judgement was induced by the substance I consumed.
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