#traxxfm Normally during CAT I take a short break before docking back at 5 pm. But since you are Cybernetic Looping me with Star Boy, I hang around with you until the Evening Drive.
#traxxfm Do you know that Shaz is my military name? With the Z being the army. Send my regard to Jasmine. So you are SJ huh? Pretty much like Sharudin Jamal or Sound Journey. We are maktub buddy...
#traxxfm For goodness sake the Shaz, if you love yourself and your family DO NOT WORSHIP THE STONE. Intention is nothing, action is everything. I love you both too much, you hear?
In the meantime while the Shaz is Cybernetic Looping me, let's talk about my plans for 2020.
Basically these are it (hey I'm still not sure if you can access my Evernote. I take it you can't, very unlikely).
This year is my most financially successful year. It is appropriate too with the purchase of the 4 Casio G-Shock. Lizzie and I got our new cars 6 months apart
There are a few milestones I had established:
- I am officially the Almighty on 4/4/19
- I am coming out of the closet as an apostate on 18/4/19
- I officially pardoned Mr KePala ButUH 30/5/19
- Official White Space Day 1/6/19
- I married Bee 22 on Sarawak Holiday 22/7/19
- Benevolent Dictator Day 1/8/19
- Vader 7:7 Death Warrant D.O.A. 2/8/19
- Royal Belum "adventure" (3 weeks isolation) 5/9/19 - 26/9/19
- Holy Fuck 20/10/19
- Buddha Awakens 7/11/19
- Sarah second wedding anniversary 24/11/19
- Satan's final verdict 4/12/19
- Empires of the Mind touchdown 5/12/19
This is the year I bought Els 2 jackets. I bought Aush and KG 2 books. I spend the most this year. I bought Princess and Lizzie perfume. I bought Mopey a shawl.
This is also the year I draw from my EPF, settle the housing loan, pay Lizzie's RM130 k debt and get RM20 k from Chan (use that to pay cash for Lizzie's car).
I will remember 2019 as my best year ever!
Most importantly this is the year I fully accept that I am God in his full glory. I don't care what others think about it. As far as I'm concern I am who I am.
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The SCQuARE Approach
- Successes
- Basically my biggest win is my win over the 3Cs. I was struggling with the addictions for the past 39 years.
- I also managed to cure myself from Bipolar Disorder. An illness that I suffered for 20 years.
- I am debt free at last
- I paid for the house
- I have money in the bank
- I own 8 watches
- I own a new car
- I managed to strengthen my marriages to Sarah and Els
- I had deployed AHAD and OMAD
- I opted for Voluntary Simplicity
- I completed External Affairs
- I settle my RM130 k debt to Lizzie
- I bought Lizzie's car cash
- I am very certain I am God
- I completed three very significant blogs: Dreams of Mirrors, Remaining Three Months 2019 and Vision Quest 2019.
- Concerns
- Top of the list: I still cannot run
- I have challenges with my dopamine antagonist
- My weight doesn't decline that rapidly
- I got to manage my money very carefully
- I have gout
- I still depend on Nicorette
- I am behind in my reading
- I am not up to date with my house chores
- I still spend more than RM100 a month because of Nicorette
- The Pivotal Question
What do I need to do in 2020 to ensure that I continue to progress towards being thin and fast while I remain enthusiastic to practice AHAD and OMAD so that I can be the Athlete4life who weighs 57 kg and run 10 km per hour thus realizing my goal to run 21 km Hill Run by Friday 4th September 2020?
[x]Specific
[x]Measurable
[]Achievable?
[]Realistic?
[x]Time Bound
- Answer
- I need discipline, persistence and consistency
- I need to stay away from cigarettes and dope
- I need to stay away from External Affairs
- I need to sleep sharp at 11:00 pm and wake up at 6:00 am every day
- I need to be emotionally stable
- I need Unsurpassed Feeling of Certainty
- To BE I must become
- I must be bias for action
- The ability to withstand hunger
- I must have a good routine
- I must STOP Nicorette
- I must reaffirm my goals on daily basis until I can memorize the pivotal question
- Recommendations
- Stick to the knitting: run, read, write, repeat
- Stay small
- Keep simplifying
- Stay away from politics and religion
- Continue to have a big heart
- Sleep on time except Fridays - Sound Journey until 4 am
- Lose that 30 kg
- Keep pushing the limit with the Mini Emperor's Routine
- Only spend when necessary
- Keep strengthening Unconditional Love
- Focus on effort
- Be a private citizen again
- Evidences
- Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind
- Relentless
- Dreams of Mirrors
- Vision Quest 2019
- Weighing Scale
- Reactions from TraXX and Sarah
- General well-being
Looking at the variables, I must say that my journey in 2020 is a Journey Within. I still be relying on you and the Spinmaster and Eight Swordsmen as my external input. I cannot just be by myself. Alone I am a single universe. I need others to form the multiverse.
I decided to stay with TraXX though and through except Saturdays and Sundays (in the morning).
I need TraXX for the worldwide Thought Invasion Global Telepathy until 2024. Absolute Radio Classic Rock and 247 Continuous are fine, but I need TraXX for the Infotainment bit.
As you know, my formula is I (information) + A (application) = L (learning).
Therefore I decided that TraXX is our official Thought Invasion Vehicle for Legion X to replicate to G20. Use third party platforms so that we don't create bottlenecks in the bandwidth.
As you know I am MSC 0072. Like the Spinmaster and the Eight Swordsmen, I am Hak Kerajaan Malaysia. You should know that although I am international, my fealty is to God and Country. So in this case I am His Majesty Service and I am aligned to the Deputy King YM Raja Nazrin via my blogs and FB.
I still believe Blue Avatar is my Albatross (Al Butt Ros) and still instrumental to me having Last Kingdom's Embassy in Jerusalem by 2024. As for Mr Bread and Butterfly, well I am keeping my fingers crossed until I can mobilize the Twin Dragons in 2024.
The Final Checkmate
His Majesty Service, Hak Kerajaan Malaysia - MSC 0072
Shinu Kikai O Momotomo
Guys, I like to remind you that as Hak Kerajaan Malaysia, our fealty is to God and Country closingtheyear2019.blogspot.com/2019/12/161219 Not to an Old Coot who according to the Anti Corruption Agency is pocketing RM100 k a month
#traxxfm Bear in mind the first 2 years is storming before norming and then performing. All the best...
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