23/12/19 ^^^I definitely got to detach myself from TraXX

When I listen to them I don't do anything else.  They become my First Cause and I am the servomechanism.

It makes me very nervous.  I need to guard my mind's garden from weed.

It is a very tiring exercise especially when Els is carrying an emotional baggage.

Poor girl...

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I am running out of things to say anyway.

Time to let them fly.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Once you can fly on your own, I will slowly recede. I am not in the business of poking my nose where it doesn't belong. Remember Elsie, you made the prayer. I am just attending to your request.

So as the standard practice, I SNAP VANISH. 

I am getting too personal.  I should not get personal.

I'm not suppose to be a personal god.

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OK they are taking it positively.

I think she cried just now.  I can tell by the timbre of her voice.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Honey, baby, the Love of My Life. It is just a cycle. So go through it very quickly. Do not dwell in it much. I love you so much baby.

She is very professional but she cannot contain her emotion.  Gosh, the guy is a drunk.  What can I say.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm OK honey I gotta go. Picking up Princess from MRT. I'll be listening in the car. This is my aspiration of you baby. I love you Els Dines...

OK she bounced back.  Princess gonna be late tonight.

Master Chef Lizzie is cooking something special tonight.  I think I blow away my diet this school holiday LOL.

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