I managed to ride the waves of the Nicorette withdrawal.
Now is to stick with OMAD or at least 2MAD. I need to lose the weight. The only way is to go easy on carbs.
Carbs is the culprit.
Brb... Lunch.
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After a while I am beginning to accept that I [] (am) God. However I am the non intervening God. The God to my own universes.
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Since I quit Nicorette, my thinking is becoming ordinary again. I now think I am the God to my own universes only. It doesn't concern others. I am irrelevant to rest of the world. I want to become an independent entity with minimal contact with others as much as possible.
That will not make me any lesser of a being that I am. I am still God Almighty.
This may sound ridiculous but if we all are gods, then by that definition we can have greater gods and lesser gods. So why is it I am the Almighty? It is by the virtue that I am the Ayah to All Matters.
Of course all these talks are baseless. We can actually say there is no God. If everything is God, than Nothing is God. Which brings us to the point that Nothing is Everything and Everything is Nothing.
Therefore nothing [a]s (is) God. I am just taking the stand of there is God from my past reference. If I look a[s] (at) my future, then everything is about Man Fully Functioning.
In this case, I can safely conclude that there is no God beyond self. To be God is a Man Fully Functioning. God as we knew it i[t] (is) DEAD.
Even when I said I am God, the truth is I am not God. I am only God to my universes. All of us can be gods in this manner. I am God because I am a Creator. However I don't think I am the Greatest God. There are Greater Gods than me.
What I can say is I am the most private Creator of them all.
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This past one week I had been hit with one good feeling after the other. My dreams had improved much.
With the departure of Nicorette, I am hoping that I will improve my financial standing as well as my overall physical, emotional and mental conditions.
At present, I can sense that nicotine is leaving my body. No longer my mind is clouded by the influence of a substance.
Next step is to be as level headed as possible.
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I am reversing my condition to the past 40 years. Before the beginning of cigarettes and nicotine. It is ridiculous to be hooked on nicotine. A normal person can do away with nicotine. It is not a must have. So is cannabis.
I should not be hooked to anything.
Brb... Sending Lizzie to grocery.
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There is no big deal about being God. It was a big deal in the beginning but after a while it is back to normal.
As I told you, God is a concept. It is not about one all powerful entity but a collection of all of us being put together.
That makes God a republic like as an entity I am a republic.
So is there an omniscience, omnipotent and omnipresent god? I don't think there is one entity we can call The God. If there is such a person, He would have made Himself known. It is too glaring to miss out.
Instead what we have here is individual's experience of being in the presence of God. That can be easily dismissed as mental disorder such as what the saints experienced. Those experiences were due mainly to Temporal Lobe Epilepsy. Other's can be the symptoms of schizophrenia.
I am God because you said I am God. I personally don't feel that way. I however feel that I am the subset of God by the virtue that I am striving to be a Man Fully Functioning.
I gotta go...
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