>>>#24/12/19 I just want to be a Man Fully Functioning

I have a few minutes before I adjourn for the night.

Basically what I have in mind is the thoughts that I had for the past one month.

Sarah...  I don't want to be God.  I just want to be me.  I love my life honey.  I am a free man.

I don't feel good passing the verdicts to Vader 7:7 and the Stone Worshipers.  Let them do as they please.

Being God sucks baby.

I just like to remain small.  That's why I shut off all my blogs.  I want to be a Nothing.  I don't want to even rule Sparta 4964.

Gosh, I don't want any part of these.

I tell you what.  Come 2020, I will only focus on my Personal Flight Path.  I just be a Man Fully Functioning.

I had enough of all this.  Just let me be.

Let me enjoy my 10 km radius and my 12 meters square.

Being God is not something I enjoy.  I am not good when comes to dealing with people.  Fuck, I don't care about people.  Why me?  Why not somebody like Bill Ver 3.0?

The more I think about it the more I realized that I was chosen because I am crazy.  Any sane person will not claim himself as being the Almighty.

I am crazy Sarah.  Oh no...  Now I will never be able to stop the medication.

Sarah my darling wife, I am not the person for the job.  I am a mentally disabled person baby.

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Fine...  From now on I just focus on being a Man Fully Functioning.

Here is your lullaby Sarah:

Fuck...  I was crazy.  No more crazy ideas.

Goodnight baby...  I just be a man.  A just man.

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