27/12/19 Preparing for the life of isolation

I had more or less decided for me to live pretty much on my own.  I don't need anybody else.  My priority is my recovery from Bipolar and my Vision Quest for health and happiness.

With that I am leaving all the excess baggage of the past 20 years behind me.  I am none other than my own God and a just man/ just a man.

Therefore my focus is my Universe Within and how I can delight my citizens is through diet and exercise.

I am still Dream Walking.  However I now can control the quality of my dreams.

Certainly I am going home to my beloved Dragon Planet.  As it is now its just me.  The planet is mine, my final retreat from the rest of the matters.

I want to be alone.  I had tasted the joy of solitude.  It is so satisfying to the point I will pass the New Year Luncheon I am suppose to have with Ar Razi.  I even cancel my walk in KL with Azzue.

Definitely I will not try to get together with Munek and Amoi this Ramadan.

If not because of the Annual Tradition, I will even gladly cancel my annual Iftar with BJ and RR.

Sashi is out, Glen is out, Ameezan is out.  So I'll reduce the Value Added Companion to Yati, BJ & RR,

The rest are nice to have acquaintances.

This song is on air:

Alrighto...  Time to sleep.

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